and so I'v realised that this feeling is inevidible, so long have I felt the feeling of infiidelity, I feel so alone. as though my one and only has been lost, yet if that is not enough, it is my fault. The sky lacks its colour. the clouds lack their dreams that they once contained. as I sit in remeberance of the beauty I once possessed I weep. and as the tears fall in a silloquy I see the true meaning of my mistake. If only words could mend that faults that I have created i would speak forerver if it meant that I Could once again hold you in my arms...


I love you and I always will.

In my absence the truth becomes apparent. All things that once were will now change, relationships change, and so do we.
The heartache is over.